…. From where we left off , I know right, I was thinking the same thing .. like “taken time”? Where is this coming from ? What’s she saying?
I have your answer , that was a cough . Clearing my throat for the season finally of my recall of my rather eventful teenage years. This is my gratitude to my Father in heaven, It took me a while to realise he was the one orchestrating the shenanigans, but as a woman of God and a man of God once told me God is the best movie director,just look at your life. In school I would joke around and say my life was a movie 😅😂😄. Now it makes more sense that I don’t know what is coming but I anticipate great things throughout, God the father,God the Son and God the Holy Spirit!
Keep reading and know why ..
This trinity make the best productions . Look at Kings the movie the ever amazing and inspiring BIBLE. Look at “Kinging Esther” or “Psalms the musical” better yet “The proverbs way of life” . I am certain your life and my life are just as these past productions and even more according to God the son. He says to us
John 14:12 : “Truly, truly, I say to you, he who believes in Me, the works that I do, he will do also; and greater works than these he will do; because I go to the Father.”
You know most people don’t believe this, well that’s y he first thing his urging us to do BELIEVE.
You are just like Jesus, you can talk , walk, be just like him. Sweet!
Back to movie talk, the ability to write that I have also comes from him, BEST inspiration The Precious HOLY SPIRIT. His with me right now and his helping me write . I wouldn’t be able to remember things the way I do without The HOLY SPIRIT, he reminds me of all things !!! His so awesome. If you don’t know him, get to know him, you will wonder how you managed to live without him. For me now , to live without the HOLY SPIRIT is a risk, it’s like my life becomes a dry and cracked land, for the one who ReIGNS is my rain.
Between the ages of fifteen to twenty I experienced a series of what some would say ” the teenage life” , this my friends is not for the faint hearted. If your are not ready to read the truth and you like stories coated with a thick blanket of sugar, WRONG Blog! ! STOP READING !!
EVERYTHING I am about to say is real and happened to me. As we are in the theme of movies this is based on a “real and true life story”.
●At fifteen I wrote my IGCSE examinations, I don’t remember knowing how to study, I just used to draw spider diagrams and I thought that would get me A*s. To me , I only passed English. The rest were 2Cs and 4Ds. So many Ds why? I had too many Distractions… talk of home,boyfriend,friends,drama. You Name it!
● I decided to break up with my boyfriend after I saw how well he did honestly and the constant fights were draining , at sixteen I had no plans of ever dating again and all these boys ever wanted was sex! Rubbish, wasn’t it meant to be saved and living for Jesus? How was all this getting in the way? One answer bad company! My friends didn’t have to tell me to do bad things, I sort of observed and figured if they take a left then a right , that was the direction I was takino. None of my friends were sold out Christians first of all but I had this one friend, she’s more than a friend though she bought me a copy of “Victorious living” by Dr James Kumwenda oh boy! That book changed my life.. it has these things at the end of certain pages asking you how you will act on the word you had received. Those questions made me SWEAT! There was really one sweet thing about my sweet sixteen, that I see now, I mean my boyfriend didn’t call me, we had no cake , my father was out of town, my mother wasn’t happy , it didn’t seem right. Until Melody visited with her whole family and brought me this book and this huge card!! You know sixteen was that year! My parents probably knew but chose not to expose me, but I feel like it was an experimental year now, I got exposed to so many things! Dangerous things! But I hardly partook. (Is that a word? ). Drinks, Boys, the wring type of music, clothes what what depression was the end result. I had a huge break up that no teenager should experience, I felt suicidal, like Sean Kingstone yes. Hahaha! But guess what I did? I run to Jesus. “I surrenderr” by hillsong was all I would sing and listen to. I didn’t want to talk to anyone , but obviously that would’ve raised questions so I pretended to alright. Then I would listen to the “Recovery” album by Justin Bieber. I didn’t know there was much greater Joy in the word of God.
●At seventeen , I lost Almost all of my friends. God decided to clear the way!!! He did some general cleaning.. even when I tried to stay in touch.. the circle I had just disappeared, we no longer had much in common. My parents seperated, in this period I was very confused , I was hurt and I wanted answers! God wanted me alone. He dealt with my insecurities;my questions; my filth and all that was unpleasant! I lost friends and Gained GOD! I begun to speak to him as a person. I would tell him fine , we are not doing as well as we used to, I am not in school but I’m going to live for you and you will make things work for me. I had received Christ 3 years before this still had no idea what being Christian was all about . Murder! But we thank God for the wise councils he brought .
●We are about to finish , this was the year that defined the course of the preceeding years! I became legal and KiNGDOM minded! I dedicated my life to SERVIVING GOD! My exact word where “I do not want to be disconnected from my source the source which is JESUS” from JOHN15 . He heard me and his been working in my life ever since!!!! Duuuudeeeee. So the details are too long hahaha! I mean what will I put in the book if I write it all here ?
Everyday I am learning, to be just like Jesus . Enot your journey, embrace the word of God. Believe what is true and that is the word of God. It will set you free and launch you into greatness!
I would like to pray for you
Father , thank you for this person who has gone through my story. Thank you because that was what you wanted . Lord may you inspire them to pray. To be honest with themselves and dedicate fully all they have and all they are to you Father ! In the name of Jesus. May your Holy Spirit accompany them throughout there lives! Amen!
Thank you Jesus.